YAWN , wad a day ! woke early(12pm) in the morning wasting my precious time doing nothing . wanted to go for tanning de , well i woke up late but xh woke up later ! so simply it is not my fault ^^ it is a long time since i blog , well blogging serve like a dairy to me . it is a kind of record of wad i have done , but guess nobody is reading this blog , lols . i am just like talking to myself . Feels kind of weird but i am used to this kind of loneliness . It is been 2years , since we walk our separate ways . But this feeling is still strong for wad i have for her . during this 2 years i had encounter may things and when into other relationships but still the feeling is incomparable with wad i had with her , those feeling in me still when strong each day . i tried to get back with her last year ,well it didn't went well , in the end i took a wrong step and went into a wrong relationship , which i regretted . Sometimes in life u don't always get wad u wan , but nothing is fated . If u don't work hard for wad u want , of course u'll never get wad u want . This year I'm going to fulfill my dreams , i wanna my dream girl , my poly and of course my motorbike . i hope i can fulfill everything i wanna in my life . I need her to be there when i need her , to share my sorrows or my happiness , and to share hers of course . If we didn't walk our separate ways that year this year is already our 2nd year together . I want to start afresh in my life ! Now what i wish is to hold her hand and start a whole new world...