I saw it , and been thinking about it . i wish it wasnt like that , but it is like that . But why ? i couldnt understand why !? ya , i know and i know wad am i doing . i've been trying my best , and it hurts to think of wad i see . it becomes some kind of demoralizing feeling i'm having right now . dont ask , i wont say . dunno wad will happen or wad makes it came out , worrying . dont understand ? nvm , cause it is nt suppose to be understood . let me do the thinking and worrying .